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Sunday, December 21, 2008
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11:56 PM
Lost Dreams, Wishes, and Hopes
Dreams are made up of illusions.
Wishes are made up of dreams.
Hopes are made up of wishes.
Useless. They're all useless to me now.
From this day marks the day I lost all my dreams. My wishes. And my hopes.
They're all just childish things anyway... No more... I don't want to be a naive child anymore.
I shall only dream, wish, and hope for my fantasy, but never to myself, as reality kicks in to kick them out.
No more... all dreams, wishes, and hopes are nothing to me now... Nothing...
Nothing...
Labels: spells, thoughts
Friday, December 19, 2008
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5:37 PM
Sick, Tired, Fed UpI'm sick of repeating the same mistakes all over again.
I'm tired of being so naive around me.
I'm fed up of being so hard on myself.
Raindrops flow in my eyes. I can't take it anymore. Just as signs of losing hope appears...
I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm fed up.
Enough is enough.
I've had enough of dreaming my childhood dreams. I've had enough of believing that the world around me will be a better place. I've had enough of running away back into my sanctuary. I've had enough of receiving sympathy from others. I've had enough of being afraid of others' opinions. I've had enough of trying hard to get what I want. I've had enough of feeling so much pain and despair from the same mistakes. I've had enough.
From now on, I won't run away. I won't dream of childish dreams. I won't hurt myself. I won't hide. I won't cry. All from a mistake and a problem.
From now on... I'll pray to the God Almighty. I'll know my limitations. I'll never try to understand everyone. I'll always understand myself first. I'll never please anybody. I'll please myself to what I know is right.
Everyone's right all along... and everyone just say the same and similar subject... Life is truly a never-ending roller coaster cycle with a lot of different people riding in it...
Labels: curses, spells, thoughts
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
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5:28 PM
Haunted
It was dark around me. Slowly, the light shone brightly. Now, I see my self in my school. I was two male friends. I liked them, though one of them is who I liked the most. They then told me something to stay away from them. They said something about... a ghost haunting them everytime girls like them. Of course, I could understand the guy who I kinda liked. I mean, he has a girlfriend, what the hell. So, everytime I hang out with that guy, the ghost would always try to scare me away, even if we were just friends. And yes, I would run away, if that girlfriend ghost of his gets too much.
Now, the other guy who I really liked was worse. It was strange, because, first of all, he has no girlfriend. Second of all, he already gave up on his childhood beloved. So why worse, you ask? Well, it's because of the female ghost of his, that's why. I can't see her, but I can always hear her wails and moans everytime I'm around him. It would always send me chills running down my spine.
Then, one night, I just walked off back to my dorm from class, probably after my curfew class. While walking along my path, I thought I saw a white mist on the corner. I just ignored it. Then it came back. Again, I ignored it. Now for the third time, I was getting freaked out, because this time, it was forming a terrifying face. I gulped down my courage, wishing I can run away, but my legs won't respond. I was just stood, frozen on the spot I was standing. Lights of the school suddenly switched off, blanketing me the darkness. I want to shout for help, but nothing came out of my mouth. All I could hear is my own voice from my head.
"Oh God, please save me... I can't die now..."
Then, before the mist shows its true face, I heard his voice, saying:
"... Where... are you...?"
The mist's face was the face of my alter-ego.
Labels: dreams
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
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5:37 AM
"HEY! S-Stop that! You're hurting me-!"(gets kissed in a forceful way)"You bastard! Get your hands of her!"(Flying Punch)"Shit... remember this!""Come on! Let's get out of here!""Why are you doing this?"Because I..."(Scene shifts in an alley)"No! I can't leave you! Not ever!""Please do... for your own sake... Go on... without me...""No, NO!""There they are! Kill them, kill them!"(Gunshots)(A female figure holds a male figure in her arms as she knelt down)"Why... why must this happen...?! Why... why can't I just die as well?! It's not fair! Oh Lord, please save me from this despair!"(The two figures now lie on the ground lifeless. And staring at them was another female figure.)"... Do I really love you so much, even if I try my best to deny it? Bull... Bullshit... but..."Labels: curses, dreams
Spell by; Pilar