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I really don't have much to say, except that I am a comic artist (in-training) who is also an art student. I don't consider myself a professional, but I can take in commissions. I may be in my late teens now, but I really have a heart of a child, even if some people see me as a matured woman.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
- 11:39 PM
Funny...
Funny how that person appeared right beside me in my bed, as I slept soundly in my dreams. As I slept, that person's arms just wrapped around me in my sleep, even letting our faces closer. And if I remember correctly, there was another person right beside that person. I couldn't remember how the expression was though. All I hear were giggles though. Like fairies playing around the garden. Yeah, maybe there were fairies around that night.
As the dream ended, I still felt the warmth of that person...
Even when I realized that even if the cold wind is gone, my lower body still shivers, despite the fact it was really blazing outside. But my upper body still feels warm... like that person is still embracing me with the blissful warmth...
No... I'm not supposed to think of it. Not now. I am not even worth that person's warm heart. Never.
Who needs them when you already have a plumber? The damn bathroom in the place is already flooded whenever one uses the bath, so, what the hell, flush away with teh plumber.
Everything comes in my mind... Sometimes they count. Sometimes they don't. Others make me smile. Others makes me teary. As I walked by, I felt like nothing has happened. The atmosphere was rushed, but I felt calm. Noises from every thing around me rung my hears, yet I am silenced by my own silence. It was like as if I was an emotionless ghost roaming in such a glowing crowd.
Then... I saw something.
It made me thought of something I shouldn't be thinking of.
Thoughts of fleeting emotions... why do they sometimes manage to block my rational thoughts?
To me, letting these feelings out is a betrayal of my rationality.
So... why is that every time I let my reasonings stop my feelings, I caused a scar to get wider?
Maybe it's just me. I just need more time to balance.
I don't know if I should blame myself for being so loyal to everyone close to me. Everytime I let one down, I try to run hide, when I'm not supposed to. Do you deserve to see the face of the one I let down, even if it's so unintentionally?
Even when falling in love with a person who is already in love with someone else makes my world very ironic. When you still have that feelings for the person, will you be able to hide it for the rest of your life, until something happens?
I still feel afraid of myself for what am I doing. When will you feel free when you're trapped?