Someone told me a joke, but I suddenly snapped out with anger, as if I was offended. I felt like something inside needs to get out, even if it's not like me to be like that.

"I'm pissed, okay?! Pissed about everything around me!"

Those were the last words I spoke out as soon as I stepped out of the university.

Why in the world did I say those words? I then remembered feeling so lonely, never mind the drowsiness that's been cursing me for the past few days. I even feel like I really need to be alone in the streets of the dark. I suddenly began to hear words of loneliness. Lust and desires of loneliness. Anger towards the people around me. Everything I hear is loneliness and hatred.

What is wrong with me? Why now, of all the sudden? I really don't know why, but...
















There's someone inside of me desiring to come out to unleash its anger to all the people I know and love.