I really don't have much to say, except that I am a comic artist (in-training) who is also an art student. I don't consider myself a professional, but I can take in commissions. I may be in my late teens now, but I really have a heart of a child, even if some people see me as a matured woman.


I don't really give away my e-mail address, but unless you want to send a FAQ or even requesting a commission, I'll take that. And note: I will ignore mails with no subject.
pilaresber@yahoo.com

- 11:38 PM

I went out with my friends somewhere where we felt happy. One of my friends was, of course, that person. After some time, while the others went away for some business, that person grabbed my hand and went towards a small house. That person then whispered in my ear, though I really couldn't understand what were those words. The only words I hear were those last three precious words which I am never to hear from that person. We then locked lips, which made me shocked, because I know I am not worth that person's heart.

I woke up. Relieved it was only a dream, I continue to my business.

After that though, I found myself looking for that person. I shook my head, forcing myself to not think about that person. Why that person? I asked myself. I am not worthy, so why me? Why must I dream of that person when I know that person has someone else in mind?

As I stopped myself, I felt my heart aching with a sad confusion.

I just want to see that person as a friend. A close friend. So why must I suddenly think of that person so badly?

Why is this person giving so much pain if that person is not for me because that person has someone else to be happy with?

So many answers I wish to know, but they will come for years for me to understand.

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